poeticfreak's Journals on Buzznet http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Inside her head...]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/2162561/inside-her-head/ Day in and day out,
She thinks about her past ever so often.
Reminds herself of all whom have hurt her.
Reminds herself about her careless mistakes.
Reminds herself about how she hurts herself,
in one simple way.
She cries at these thoughts, it happens every day.
She's quitting bad habits, but she knows...
She can't stay away.
She fights with all her might, and now it seems to be working.
But thats just for bad and old habits.
Now about her emotions... thats a different story.
She tries so hard.
To be happy.
To seem happy.
But the pain just eats away.
She's very emotional, without a doubt.
She's very emotional, it wears her down.
It seems now, she wants nothing more but to live an oblivious life.
That'll never happen, she knows this.
People will come, do their deeds, and go.
Hurting her along the way.
She knows it'll happen, any day, any time, any place.
She knows, it'll happen...
She knows she'll be sore,
She knows, it'll happen...
She thinks about it, more and more.

-Kat INSANE

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2008-04-09T12:11:00Z <![CDATA[Every Single Day]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/1985211/every-single-day/ We are who we are,

We’re unique in every way.

We try our best to move on,

Every single day.

 

We laugh because we don’t want to feel sorrow.

We have fun because we don’t want to feel pain.

We live like this,

Every single day.

 

Some of us can’t keep it all inside.

We can’t hide the pain.

We do what we think is best,

And sometimes that’s not ok.

We live like this,

Every single day.

 

We all make mistakes,

It’s a human fear.

 

We all make mistakes,

That turns into our worst fears.

 

We all make mistakes,

And it feels like we have to make more.

 

We all make mistakes,

It’s our own little war.

 

We do our best to move on,

But it’s not all too easy.

We try our best,

But we can’t promise anything.

 

By: Kat INSANE

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2008-03-13T12:16:00Z <![CDATA[We'll find "The One" some day... my dear sister]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/1857201/well-find-one-some-day/

We had it all without a thought
He is something I’ll always want
When all was wrong he was there
I thought he would be the one here
But with the rose in his hand
With the kiss on her lips
As his hands slid down her narrow hips
My heart just stopped beating
My eyes swelled from inside
He betrayed me, not even trying to hide
I thought what we had was special and real
But he showed me it was all surreal
I wanted him more than ever
I would give up with world without a care

Her heart was sad when she fell apart
She wanted him, but he wanted to be friends at heart
She’d been played with, her heart thrown on the ground
He left her in tears as he turned himself around

Both girls so broken and through
What happens to them now when so scared and confused
Their journey has begun and neither knew
What bullshit they were going to go through
But with their friendship strong and hearts so true
These two girls are sisters who’ll love each other till they turn blue
It doesn’t matter what happens in their lives
We’ll be together till the day that we die




-Poem was written by Mandy, drawing drew by Kat INSANE
[you can kinda see the signiture]

Btw, few things [Kat speaking].
I, Kat INSANE, offically SUCK at writting poems now.
I can write lyrics, but they're not the same...
So from now on, Mandy will be the one writting the poems...
And I will draw a picture to represent the poem.
Because, frankly, I can draw better than I can write.
=]

-message from Kat INSANE
[whom used to be known as 'Kim'... that name has died. lol. But still the same person!]

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2008-02-19T20:36:00Z <![CDATA[And I will survive...]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/1537631/will-survive/ [[Kat speaking]]...
[[oh, btw yes, my name is Kim, but thats a nickname, I decided to change my name, again, to Kat INSANE. [[Kat= short for Katherine... yup, thats my real name]]
any whooo...
This is actually a piece of lyrics I've been working on...
But lyrics are considered as poetry.
=]

And I will survive

I shall not die

I will not cry

 

You need me, oh you need me

 

You can’t survive,

Without me

You know you need me

 

But please rest assure,

My spirit will lie within you

Like you needed it to

 

A tear down your face,

It really hurts deep down inside

But you hurt me first

So I shall not sympathize, I shall not sympathize

 

I will survive

I shall not die

I will not cry

 

You need me, oh you need me

 

Run away, run away as fast as you can

Hide your mind, hide your mind

Or I might find you, I might kill you

You’ve unleashed what’s inside

You unleashed the demon within

Now I can’t get you off my mind

 

You’re the only one, you’re the only one

You’re the only one, you’re the only one

Who can stop it all

 

Save me

 

--By Kat INSANE

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2007-12-24T13:29:00Z <![CDATA[Gah, Sorry!.. again!]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/1410341/gah-sorry-again/ Mandy and I [[guess who's speaking =P]]
Always keep forgetting about our poetic page.
But fear not! We'll write new material and uhh...
Post.

But we'd also like for you, yes YOU, to send in some peoms of your own.
Send it in a message and we'll post it.

We like variety.

 

[[I do wonder who will bother reading this]]

--Kat INSANE & Mandy

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2007-12-03T04:33:00Z <![CDATA[Confused]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/608301/confused/ Does he like her?
Or does he just want someone cause he feels lonely?
She's confused.
He's worried.
He said she looked beautiful.
She thanked him but feels strange.
He's begining to like her.
Though she thinks it's not true.
She feels he just wants someone since he's been out of a relationship for a while.
He wants some one.
Anyone.
She feels sorry.
Though there's nothing she can really do.

 

--Kat INSANE

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2007-07-13T19:21:00Z <![CDATA[APOLOGIES]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/507361/apologies/ [Kat INSANE speaking]

Mandy and I are extremely sorry for not posting poems up.
This account kinda slipped out of our minds. =/
I'll get to posting up poems tomorrow.
And as for Mandy...
I dunno.
I gotta remind her of it.

We'll get to updating poems a.s.a.p

 

 

~ Kat INSANE & Mandy

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2007-06-29T13:27:00Z <![CDATA[The Pharaoh and The Prince]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/174811/pharaoh-prince/ THE PHARAOH AND THE PRINCE

 

She was a pharaoh and he was a prince

Both which have found the meaning of life.

Yet they could not see that they needed me, the girl who brings puppets to life.

 

They sit there and weep of how can’t they see they need the girl to bring them to life.

A love forbidden, a world they could not see

Oh how dead they look from here and beyond,

sorrows swept over the peasants.

 

The puppet master puts them away for now have they’ve come to play.

They skin him to death, take out the bones, boil in broth, and a feather of a crow.

 

The puppets have come to life oh how happy they seem.

To bad they don’t see me coming.

There's a price to pay for coming to life,

And that is reaping the love for which they seek.

 

The deed is done

How miserable they are

The Pharaoh sits there and weeping is she.

Saying, “Take me to be free from everyone, except him and me oh please”

The girl had listened to her sorrows profound.

She did as told, and took them both down.

 

The puppets alive no more.

For she has succeed.

The little girl dressed in skin tight jeans.

 

The presenting story shown to you is to teach you to never mess with life.

For it can cause horrible things.

Just ask the pharaoh and the prince.

 

Their bodies are hung in your closets.

 

 

--Kat INSANE

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2007-05-07T18:05:00Z <![CDATA[Crippled]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/141155/crippled/ He was crippled

but only his body was crying

Cause the Lord

told him he was not dieing from the pain and suffering

but the pain and suffering people put him through

He took heart, pain, and interd

to be closer to him.

 

He was crippled

But only his body was cracked

which inderd him to move more

To have the power to walk, to love, to care,

to be a father

 

He was crippled

Kowning that his wife & daughter

was by his side.

Knowing that life will keep going on

after the day he died.

 

I loved him very

And I hope he will have a good after life

And I hope you will not judge a person just

because he/she

 

is Crippled.

 

by- skelator

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2007-03-23T17:55:07Z <![CDATA[*she never told us the name of the poem*]]> http://poeticfreak.buzznet.com/user/journal/127665/never-told-name-poem/ number1:
you promised you'd never leave me,
you promised you'd never forget me.

but as i lie in the ground,cold dead and alone,
thinking about when you said i'd never be on my own,
but what good did that do you or me?
all i want is to be free,
and because you forgot,
i'm stuck here on my own to silently rot.

number2:
i tore myself open to know what it's like to have more feelings,
other than hate and anger towards you and my siblings,
you're why i buried myself on the inside,
and not have to deal with you for a long time.

your 'help' was never needed, it just made me feel trapped,but now i'm free,
i'm able to live, breathe,to love and get my life back and not have someone else living it for me.

number3:
as i walk,feeling like nothing but air,
with people looking straight through me as if i'm not there,
i see blood and hear screaming,
but who's body is bleeding?

i finally notice the cold dead corpse,which looks so familiar, i wonder if im dreaming,
and now i remember what happened to me,
so why am i the only one that can't see, that the cold dead corpse im looking at is me.

 

By~ amflbbu

]]> Buzznet poeticfreak 2007-03-03T10:01:07Z